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Isabella Gertrude Low credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |
Friday, October 19, 2018 @ 8:45 PM
hate but love I really hate that i love you. so much that im so blinded by everything so much that im giving you every single piece of me. every fucking thing. you're my first, first everything. i would drop everything in an instant just for you. i know this shouldnt be it, you'll never ever take a fucking look at me, you'll never ever consider my feelings. 'why you cry?' 'why are you so sticky?' 'why do you not like it when i say_____?' it just clearly shows that, you never ever listen to a word i say. you've never bothered about me im just someone to satisfy your needs, a convenient, and fucking stupid person that would do anything you ask for, just cause i want to keep you so badly. just because i want you so badly. I pray, so hard, that one day, you'll take a look at me. just a look. and actually consider my feelings. and not just yours. put yourself in my shoes, then maybe you'll understand why im behaving this way. 'we're just friends.' 'just feel that maybe we should make it clear' AFTER ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME? just friends. just. friends. you have no idea how hurtful those 2 words are to me. no fucking idea. everytime you talk about your house, every time you meet her to go back home tgt, and HAVE to choose to go back with us, when i clearly told you that i am not comfortable. i die a little everytime. all of that, shows that you really dont give a shit about me. I know that. i know it all... but still.. i cant let you go, no matter how hard i try. it sucks. death by you |