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Isabella Gertrude Low credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |
Friday, February 11, 2011 @ 3:30 AM
amazing it sucks when you're having a friend, going through hard times, and yet, you're there, not knowing how to console them, but instead, throwing cold harsh comments at them, trying to pull them back to reality. i mean, yes, i can be like, oh, cheer up kay? everything happens for a reason.. blahblahblablah. but.. idk, i feel that it's better that way. yeah, i am mean. but those are the things that they have to know. no? -- it's amazing, how we can give our all, to someone who doesnt even give a shit about what we did, taking them for granted. but seriously, is it even worth it? -- sometimes, i feel that maybe i was wrong, maybe i shouldnt go that far. But it seems to me that, you never learn. you never did, you never will. upset.hurt. you dont even care. i tried my best to fix it, but you never did care, why should i? you were never sorry. i regret, i reflected. now i'm ready, to face the new life that's coming ahead for me. to be honest, i'm afraid, i'm insecure, i'm sensitive, but i guess, it's time i should step out of my comfort zone. to me honest, what do you know about me. you havent gone through half of what i've been through, so, who gave you the right to judge? not caring about anything, appearing to be strong, appearing to be high. it may all be used to cover up what i do not wish to talk about, do not wish to show. so who are you to say that i'm fake? you dont even know what i have to go through to reach this stage now. you have everything now, yet you yearn for more. -- 我看不起你。自残来得到他的陪伴,他的同情。 |